tdy i finally met up with him.
after so long.
i really miss everything abt him. his scent, his touch, his voice. and so much more.
it was a happy day out.
at dfs, he bring up and said, he wants to get us a couple watch.
it really makes me so happy to hear tat.
it comes to show his love for me, he wants us to share similar things.
den at spinelli,
he said to go take a look at swatch rings.
tho it's swatch agn, but i just told him i dun like their rings. beside the main reason abt joys.
nevertheless, i dun wan to think tat he's suggesting it cuz he had one frm there b4, but he find their rings unique and not bad just like wat he told me before.
at the v least, i'm really glad to know that things abt us do cross his mind, do mean to him.

tho i cried at the end of the day,
it was cuz i couldnt bear the misses nor let him leave.
but i know there's no choice, and he told me to try and bear w it.

i know what lies ahead is tough.
he's gg to work and study. during his exam period he will be busy, really busy.
i will hv my share of exams, starting of work, getting into a new sch. and stuff.
im also entering into a new phase of life.
i know v well im not prepared, feeling confused and everything.
i feel unsure and uncertain abt things ahead, i fear abt our future and everything,
but i believe we can make it thru. i believe we will help each other, be a support for each other and everything the person needs.
the stronger our love gets, the tougher are things ahead for us to go thru, cuz God only put us thru challenges tat our limit can take. and i believe in Him, He's helping us shape this love to a better love, to an everlasting love.
i know things will chng v much soon. and evn more changes whn i start work.
but i just nid time to adapt and get used.
but no matter wat,
i shud nv take him for granted. i shud always be thankful for every lil thing he do for me, for us.
i'm gon use my life to love him and take care of him.

perhaps wat my father said was really true.
a man wants the woman to be a support for them, not a reason of concern or worry.
they want us to be able to be there for them whn they nid someone to lean on.
a man will always be a man.
and same goes to a woman will always be a woman.
the basics will never change. because we are born this way God wants us to be.
i wan to continue to work towards being a better gf, a better partner.
i believe i can.
i believe we will make it thru.

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